I Can't Let This Happen

I sat slumped over in the passenger seat

Tears streaming down my face

Normally you wouldn't have noticed

But I let myself spin out of control

I have so much buried deep down

You don't know the full extent

I let you see a piece of it

And I hope I didn't scare you

I made a pact to never get to that point again

Things I Hate About Today

#1 Still cramps.die

#2 There is some sort of weevil gnawing on my brain

#3 Saturday needs to be here already

#4 Really boobs?

Been 1 Year

And it's still the best decision of my life

I replay old conversations in my mind

And can't believe I lied to myself

I wanted it to work so bad

But there were too many cracks in our foundation

While I wasted my time

I also grew as a person

Thanks to you I realized just what I'm worth

I wish he could shake your hand

Things I Hate About Today

#1 Cramps.die

#2 I should have made a second cup of coffee

#3 Did I mention my stomach is in knots

#4 Slept like crap, see #1

#5 Too many meetings, not enough time to work

#6 Resume won't update itself

It Just Won't

Come out

I just can't

Get myself to keep working

There is no motivation

Buried so deep

Why can't I shake this