Reasons I Hate Today

1. I am SO DAMN TIRED
2. It's not Friday
3. Last night ended too quickly
4. I can't stop thinking about him
5. My flowers are almost all dead
6. I had too much coffee and am currently shaking like a leaf
7. There are not enough hours in the day to finish projects
8. Early to bed early to rise (curse you EST people)

Reasons I Love Today Even Though I Should Hate Today

1. Flowers make others jealous (if only they knew)
2. Eluding to the fact you have plans today makes him jealous
3. Finding cute Valentine's cards does make me smile
4. Rocking a red blouse shows I'm not that bitter
5. Missing what we used to do makes me sad

Addiction

My body tenses. I squeeze my thighs together to intensify the tingling sensation. I think about the other night and a chill comes over my body. I shiver as I think about you licking, sucking, and caressing every part of me. As your warm tongue slides over my body you cool it off with your breath. Goosebumps cover my body. The harder you push the harder we kiss. Your stare pierces through my soul. Over, under, from behind I never want this to end.

Pity Party of 1

This weekend I received a complete ego boost by random gentlemen who, without knowing it, reminded me that I really am a catch and a half. It was very satisfying to know that absolute strangers could see how pretty (ok, the looks part is obvious), smart, genuine, and caring I am. Not to mention they were completely head over heels with the fact that I love sports. I was practically proposed to on the dance floor. Take that Usher. Yet with all of that, and knowing they probably just wanted to get in my pants, I was also reminded that I don't have anyone who is appreciating all that I am worth. What is the matter with me? Maybe it really isn't my time right now. Maybe there are some things that I just really need to work on in my life. Maybe my prince it out there saying get it together Litas so we can be together. Please don't give up on me, Prince.