You

Have been the only stable thing in my life
For you to walk away would devastate me
Why is this all I hear, but no actions are taken
How could I possibly be that important
When you just sit there and watch me walk away

I Thought

By now I should know what I want to be when I grow up
How is it I feel like I'm just spinning my wheels
Go back to school?
Change fields?
How do I know what I'm supposed to be doing
I look up for guidance
I can't wait to see what door will open next
This patience thing is getting the best of me