TESTADURA

small carnivorous mammal with short legs and elongated body and neck

30.8.11

I Still

Don't know where you came from
We say that all the time
Never a time passes when I'm not excited to see you
Aaliyah said, "Age ain't nothin, but a number"
I see no number, nor time when I'm with you
Everything is better when we're together
Sure I'll make you banana pancakes
I never get tired of staring into your eyes
In those I see a future, I see forever

10.8.11

Give me a Little Hope

One small thing to cling to
We sang that song together while I stood on your feet
You twirled me around effortlessly
I always get chocked up when it is time for the father/daughter dance
I wonder if you will still be in my life then
That night I stood in the kitchen with tears in my eyes
I begged you to get help because I want to have that dance with you one day
Instead you raised your hand to the sky and spoke in gibberish
Round and round we go

4.8.11

Do you Remember

When we were kids and always did things together
And mom dressed us alike for important events
We used to do karate on each other, oh and I bit you
You got to hang out with the older kids and I would pout
We used to tell each other stories before bed
We would practice gymnastics on the beds in Crestline, NADIA COMANECI!
We had a Sunday routine of taking a bath, then watching Lois and Clarke
Sneaking out of our bedroom window during the summertime to hang out with boys
Crying when mom and dad put bars on EVERY window
We may not have the typical relationship, but to us it is normal
We are not as close as we used to be because you let him do that
But I am glad we can still tell stupid jokes
And call each other bad names, whore
Communicate just through glances and laughter
And cry with each other when no one else is looking

3.8.11

You Were Right

You were not good enough for me
I do deserve better
I should not be put on a shelf
I found someone who loves me how I should be loved
He is all that I need and then some
He is everything you will never be