I Don't Know

How to feel now that you're both sober
Why this even crossed my mind
If I should tell you
Why part of me is angry
Why I'm scared to talk to someone

Things I Hate About Today

#1 Stomach is on the fritz
#2 Need to be back in bed recovering, not at work
#3 Pretty sure I'm going to regret my coffee decision
#4 The thought of eating chicken soup makes me nauseous
#5 Deadlines I gave last week are still not complete!

Llave

I need you to understand that it is a big step
We have made giant footprints in the sand
This is different though
Moving us closer to where we will be
One day, but I do not know if I am ready for that yet
I do not want to set rules
Like the do's and don'ts
I need some time
Before I let you unlock this part

And if There's a Thing That You Need

I know you say you're ok
But something like this is still scary
I know you'll be ok
I know you will find something else
Don't get down on yourself
Don't let this get the best of you
I will always be there for you
I will bare the extra weight
Let me be, I want to be, gots to be
Come sit on mama lap

Blah Blah Blah

So many conference calls so little time
My genius idea of trading off my headset on each ear
Has only spread the deafness
Everyone wants to get projects accomplished
But no one wants to do the work
Just have Litas do it is all I hear
If I roll my eyes anymore they will roll out of my head
Headache all day
I need a break

Work Out

We do got a good thing
It is not a hit and run
We workout well together
It is the real thing
It is never going to end
I do
Want to love you forever

Things I Hate About Today

#1 It's Monday
#2 Traffic blows
#3 I really want to be back in bed
#4 The weekend ended too soon
#5 Get it together Bears
#6 People can't understand bad data in, bad data out

Don't Take it Seriously

The jury can't always strike it from the record
It does not give you an excuse to just say whatever the hell you want
Something was stirred up
You took it out on me instead of talking about it
Respect goes both ways
I lost some for you that night
But I should just forget about it, right

Reasons I Hate Today

#1 Really ovaries
#2 Now the boobs have joined in too
#3 I can barely keep my eyes open
#4 People have lost their damn minds
#5 I'm so nervous about my parental meeting
#6 I'm a hungry hungry hippo

Torn About Today

#1 OVARIES, WHY?
#2 I made some wicked coffee
#3 I will be covered in kisses
#4 HEADACHE, WHY?
#5 My new favorite co-worker is leaving
#6 BLOATED, WHY?
#7 Job opening!
#8 ovaries.rip.now

Always

Wanted this to happen
But, honestly, didn't think it would
He has a plan
That far exceeds my dreams
And you do too
I don't want to be a statistic
That's why I'm scared
But it does have a nice ring* to it

*pun totally intended

Things I Hate About Today

#1 I didn't make the coffee so it's weak
#2 Construction = my teeth chattering from the drill
#3 You're not home yet
#4 My ovaries keep punching me
#5 Not today allergies
#6 I'm still off kilter from the other day

I

Don't have to fit you into a mold
You are the mold
You have shattered anything I tried to cram him into
You took the bar down because no one will ever compete

You Made It

I hope you know that you are in now
Nothing but smiles and hugs
Kisses on each cheek
The signature
Mess up and it is the kiss of death
I give you all that I am
You receive it
You take care of it, you take care of me

I Am

Ok with it
As fast as I said it I wanted to take it back
No
Wait
I felt nauseous
I turned hot
I turned cold
I just made the biggest declaration
And I
Do

Short Bursts

Of words that come to my mind
Yet as quickly as they stumble out of my brain
My fingers stop working
Why does it not come like it used to?
It does happen more and more
I know it's because of you
You are restoring the passion that was squelched
I feel different
I see different
I love different
.stop

How

Does it feel
Silly little games you and me played
Stop trying to be someone you're not
There ain't no way
I CC you and roll my eyes
You CC'd me with him the other day
Hope you get off to thinking about us
Ride it, he sure does
Who dat
The man I've been waiting for

Lonely Fool

I saw you the other day
Back to the world
Head hung low
As you ate by yourself
Reduced to just a lump
You used to hold yourself so high
I don't believe in karma, but I told you it's lonely on top
No drive
No purpose
No soul
Nothing

1

2
3
4
5
I too hope my next is my last
What if this one is not different?
It has been so from the get go
Every word, every touch, everything
Why do I listen to you?
I want to see down the road
But there are clouds in the way
Please be 6