Try as I Might

I can't win with our vendor in Mexico. Aside from being an international spy/exotic dancer. I also moonlight or should I say sunlight (is that even the right saying?) in the import/export business. I'm an Italian what else would I do? Today I come to find out that Mexican customs has not received shipments from our vendor from LAST WEEK. Yesterday though they thought they had them. Today not so much. Now US and Mexico are battling each other to find out what in the world happened. Yet again I had to deliver the bad news to our customers. It comes so easily to me. What's worse is that my senses have been so dulled that I'm not even upset about this. I wish someone would turn the switch on to light my path.