Sellout

That's what the feeling is. I feel like a sellout. I feel like I went back on everything I stand for. I, secretly, view myself as a Rosie the Riveter. Relax I'm not a bra burner. Sure in this day and age women are not as oppressed as they used to be, but from time to time I feel it. Does not bother me. In fact I use it to push me to work harder. I love proving people wrong. I love being that girl that walks into a meeting, especially with stuffy executives, and astound people with how awesome I am. Yes, I really do get scoffed at for being young and for being a female. Getting off topic (and stepping down from soapbox); all that woman and age crap aside I pride myself on standing up for the "little people". I try my hardest to champion for their issues. I want to be the one that came from nothing and now I am something. And, yes, on paper I did and in pay I did as well, but I feel like I gave in. I still, and always will, fight for those in the trenches whether it is my job or not. I just feel like I have let them down.