Mood Ring Says Null

I am a jumbled mix of feelings. While I am happy to say that there has been a big break through on the work front, in my advantage, I am unsettled. On a high level view it is a great opportunity and will get me farther ahead in future endeavors; right now it just does not feel that way. Part of me feels ungrateful for not being focused on that aspect, but the bigger part of me feels like I am being shorted. All I can do is be hopeful that the payoff, albeit down the road, will greatly overshadow my current sentiments.