Hello...is it Me You're Looking For?


I don't care what anyone says, I like that song. I am looking for me. Yes, I really am looking for myself. While I am still me at the core, I have lost little bits and pieces of me through the years. Dramatic, yes, but I think I have just worn myself thin. I have lost my passion. I have lost my drive. I fight so much everyday, that I am no longer fighting for myself. I have the best of intentions each day when I slink into my desk chair. I clank away at the keyboard, at times angrily, answering emails and chatting my opinion. I use my sexy operator voice to hash through problem and vision statements. I calm heated discussions and bring the group back to the original intention. I fight for projects even though I know they will not get approved. I stare blankly at people when they allude to the fact that I am not doing enough*. I am tired of fighting for everyone and everything except for me. I am taking myself back this year. I am going to try and spend more time taking care of me. I am going to be selfish and focus on myself more.


*I needed a creative break from the monotony of Product Requirements